10/21/2008
9/25/2008
Struggles In Life
It's been a while that I did not updated my diary after few months of rigid and hectic schedules. Like school requirements, thesis book, practice teaching, processing my papers in coming to US, preparing for the wedding. Oh! boy it's too much for me but praise God I able to mange all of them and I knew that God is always helping me.
I'm struggling so much in my studies for 7 years of working and studying. It's one of my dream to finish my course so I strive very much just to get all my dreams in life. With sweat, tears and much sacrifice just to endure and finish my studies. Of course God is the center of everything because I can't do nothing without Him. I don't know how to start to write all the experiences that I had. But I wanna try to write and start when I am working in my research.
One of the requirements in school was thesis before you can graduate in college you must have thesis. Most of the student enrolled thesis or research subject gone to difficulties and including me. Sometimes I'm discouraged and don't want to continue my research but if I didn't go on it means no thesis, no graduation. It's bad to think about that I can't graduate from college. It hurts me so much so everyday I went to the internet to have a research in my thesis. Overnight and over day my face was on the computer, I experienced to kiss the keyboard because I was so tired and was fall asleep in front of the computer. Life is so hard that's all I can say that time. Plus, I have my struggle in my English vocabulary and my English grammar too. I helped myself to read books but I indeed up sleeping & kissing my book too because I'm tired for the whole day work being a self-supporting student. Then when I'm alone inside the dormitory room without the presence of my roommates I read very loud and talked alone just to practice my pronunciation in English. It's very difficult to learn when you are adult already that supposed to be I learned English during my elementary years. But learning is everywhere, so I tried so hard just to improve my grammar.
I will continue my diary next I have to do my house chores now.Thank you for reading.
I'm struggling so much in my studies for 7 years of working and studying. It's one of my dream to finish my course so I strive very much just to get all my dreams in life. With sweat, tears and much sacrifice just to endure and finish my studies. Of course God is the center of everything because I can't do nothing without Him. I don't know how to start to write all the experiences that I had. But I wanna try to write and start when I am working in my research.
One of the requirements in school was thesis before you can graduate in college you must have thesis. Most of the student enrolled thesis or research subject gone to difficulties and including me. Sometimes I'm discouraged and don't want to continue my research but if I didn't go on it means no thesis, no graduation. It's bad to think about that I can't graduate from college. It hurts me so much so everyday I went to the internet to have a research in my thesis. Overnight and over day my face was on the computer, I experienced to kiss the keyboard because I was so tired and was fall asleep in front of the computer. Life is so hard that's all I can say that time. Plus, I have my struggle in my English vocabulary and my English grammar too. I helped myself to read books but I indeed up sleeping & kissing my book too because I'm tired for the whole day work being a self-supporting student. Then when I'm alone inside the dormitory room without the presence of my roommates I read very loud and talked alone just to practice my pronunciation in English. It's very difficult to learn when you are adult already that supposed to be I learned English during my elementary years. But learning is everywhere, so I tried so hard just to improve my grammar.
I will continue my diary next I have to do my house chores now.Thank you for reading.
6/19/2008
6/18/2008
My Dear MVC My Alma mater
I'm staying in (MVC)-Mountain View College for almost eight years.I use the place it's very nice place to stay.When I'm in MVC I feel like I'm "HOME" when I get tired,lone and happy I just strolled the place and it makes my heavy heart lighter.Oh! how I miss my alma mater.I had lots of experiences to share.The happy one and a challenging one.There in MVC I know myself,my limitation,my life and there where God molding me in to what He want.
6/17/2008
Time Goes By
It's been a while that I didn't updated my online diary...I'm quite busy for the passed few months. So I wasn't able to visit and sit on the computer to write.So I'm sorry for that my friends and I am thinking not to continue this diary anymore because every time i remember all my experiences in life I cried and so sentimental.I can say that sometimes I'm so emotional when recalling my life hard experiences. But I want to put it to words and for my children someday to read and they know and read my experiences.
So, I want to write my experience when I was studying in college. After my partner Jecily and Jerry's wedding.A year passed by they had their very own son.They lived in sulads comprehensive high school with their son.Jerry is a license archetic and Jecily is a teacher.
That's the end of their love story...time was running so fast and time goes by that their son is getting bigger each day and become soon Dave's playmate.
2/14/2008
I LOVE YOU
I love everything in you
The way you acts within,
So gentle and lovin`
I will love you till the end.
I want the world to know
That I really love you,
And in God we will grow;
To be pure , kind and true.
I`ll give everything altogether
To show I always care,
But what else should I share;
That would treasure us forever.
Please help me , Lord
To lose him I cannot afford,
Remind him why he should;
My one and only in this world.
By:Ruvelyn Sona
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